Thursday, December 20, 2012

REGRETS...

Regrets... I wonder and you know I know that sometimes when we re alone or possibly looking into a mirror and we hear and see the lines of regret. Its like the stabbing pain of If smothered in can change it. Yeah I been down that path before and its not pretty sitting with self. Self shows up and is always there, self reveals without a mirror with its pain staking appearance. Today, regret met me yelling out of my soul what could I have done differently with my children. Regret always comes when you notice other people stuff! I began wanting more for them and should I have shown them this or that, but we grow in relationship with ourselves first then with others. Regret is a "realized right", which by the way is never to late to say, do or fulfill unless your dead. The ending of a day manifests correction and reflection on what lessons you've learned. And sometimes, just sometimes its a crying session that needs to come out! Which was my dilemma, all my errors were correctable with some white out. A simple talk and an apology. Who'd a thunk it!